How Love Heals Me
My birth name was Norma Jeanette Crow. The household I was to be born into was violent and unwelcoming. I entered this world with a belief that, “it is not safe here.” Witnessing the chaotic turbulence as an infant, I developed the belief that, ”it’s not safe to be well.” I felt protected and cared for when I was ill. Consequently, I was ill most of my childhood. This belief birthed many illnesses and much suffering that continued throughout my life. I experienced a therapy called, EVox, a few years ago. Some of the beliefs that kept me from being well surfaced from my unconscious mind in the sessions. I was very ill at the time and had been for several years. It helped me understand how I created a life of intense suffering. But the lingering beliefs still existed. I asked my guides to assist me in removing these debilitating beliefs. I wanted to be well and feel good before my demise. I will be 84 in November. Most of my relatives and friends have already passed. I changed my name to JJ Crow in 1991 when I published The I AM Cards.
The way I dissolved this core, limiting belief was to repeat these 3 easy steps I learned from Gladius Sovereign, Freedom Beyond Belief: Step 1. “I un-define the belief that ‘it’s not safe to be well’. “ Step 2. “I dis-identify the belief that ‘it’s not safe to be well’.” Step 3. “I am compassion and forgiveness for the belief ‘it’s not safe to be well’.” I did the same process with the belief, “things don’t work out for me.” I felt a huge weight being lifted when I dissolved these beliefs. My heart filled with love. I knew I had a new lease on life. I feel unlimited possibilities opening to me. Several friends encouraged me to start a blog to share the wisdom I receive daily from Source. I didn’t feel ready or inspired until I went through this remarkable process. Now I am excited to see how sharing wisdom with you will evolve. E.V.O.L.V.E. Energy Victoriously Operates Letting Value Express.
What I intend to share with you is how speaking love into the body is healing. Telling my body parts every day, “I love you,” is healing me. I had several cancers on my face that a dermatologist told me to have removed. But my guidance didn’t agree. I went to an anethesiologist monthly instead. She was concerned about how severe they looked, but I had faith that I was doing the right thing. Then I felt guided to say “I love you,” to all of my body parts, daily. Most of the time the cancers looked bad and hurt, but I persisted in the faith that love heals. Gradually the cancers disappeared without drugs or supplements.
I was in intense pain for several years with extremely painful arthritis at the same time I was dealing with the facial cancer. Every move I made hurt. I couldn’t close my right hard for three years. Preparing food was so painful I would have to rest between steps. It took a long time to turn over in bed, because the pain was so torturous. The pain of getting up and down to do anything drained my energy. My sister and friends prepared food for me. The noticeable healing began when I started telling my body over and over again, “I love you, thank you.” I asked my body to forgive me for how I had not listened to it; how I had taken it for granted; how my beliefs had kept me ill. Going through my body one part at a time with love made me feel good. The process was a meditation that gave me energy. The pain was more manageable. I am not going to sugar coat how much courage and determination it took to get through each day and night. It wasn’t easy. It took time and patience to keep going without turning to doctors and drugs for relief of the symptoms. I wanted to understand the cause. Discovering the causes of our diseases requires deep self-inquiry. I started to realize that our bodies are intelligent and know how to heal. I was moved to praised my body. I have been 90% free of arthritis for a few years. In these blogs, you will learn how I am healing my body, mind, and emotions by loving and praising all of my miraculous self. The journey is unparalleled, fascinating, and a whole lot of fun. Join me for the J.O.Y.R.I.D.E. Just Open Yourself Resonating In Divine Exploration!
Stay tuned: Following post coming when inspired. JJ💥